I say i love, you say you !

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Whilst Mr Boyfriend is being busy with his marshalling job at Funan from Thursday to Sunday, i stayed home, and surfed net all day long, doing e-shopping and random blog surfing. Lifeless i know, but thank God it's his last day today.

And and and, for the non livejournal people, i've posted the stuffs for sale under Blogspot as well. So visit, http://www.happy-shoppers.blogspot.com now for MiniDresses Tunics and many more ♥

TopShop Lovin'

Friday, September 28, 2007

I wish i wish i wish,
That the blouse and vest will fall from the sky tomorrow

Baby's enlistment letter had came ):

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Update on my diet plan: Been eating bout' 800 to 1000 kcal a day since 22nd September, and my weight had rebounced to 47.5kg on my new scale ):

Roar roar roar, time to implement the 500kcal a day plan, with lotsa lotsa plain water, and mega exercise !!

Love is like a rollercoaster

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

I'm glad that all is peachy now (:

Oh Baby Baby, let's go for a make up Mid Autumn cele when you're much free okie ? Let's go burn lanterns (:

Begging for closure

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Nothing could just worsen, seriously. I broke down emotionally, right in front of my laptop. Sometimes in life, you wake up and realize how wrong you got youself into. You take a look in the mirror and can't even recognize the person staring back at you. With tears welled in my eyes, blood in my mouth, and bruised arm, i struggled to pull myself right and no i can't do it. The worst had finally came. I've always wanted to know what is wrong with me, what is something i can change about myself. It hurts to cry myself to sleep, and now, i'm scared.

Maybe this whole thing was not supposed to work out the way i wished it could have. Still, i'll hold onto the memories that means so much to me while it lasted.

"when things are going wrong, as they sometimes will
when troubles weigh too heavily, and the road seems uphill

remember clouds that hide the sun are passing through
soon brighter days will come your way
and the sun will shine for you"

Happy Mid Autumn

And so, i spent my Mid Autumn, bumming at home and clearing up my sales journal , instead of burning lanterns with my Baby.

And i'm missing you Boyfriend ):

I'm cranky cause

Monday, September 24, 2007


Disturbing illusions of the ugly

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Life is so cruel sometimes. Or maybe it's just me, and my past.

Five, and still counting

Saturday, September 22, 2007


And woots, we're going to the beach !! (:

Sentosa trip : Headed to the beach with Eileen and boyfriend Harry, Elson, and YeeWoen today. And i'm slightly tanned (Inserts Sad Face Here) Re-application, i re-applied 3times fyi, of SPF50 sunblock every hour does not seem to work after all ):

And today's the first day that i had 2 full meals. Chicken rice for lunch, and BK for dinner. Fried Chicken, Rice with sweet sauce, Fries, Onion Rings, Coke, and Burger with cheese mushroom, fat juicy beef patty (Think: Burger + Rice = lotsa Carbo)

Thank God i did 30 crunches and 30 squats prior to leaving my house in the morning, but still, i forsee my weighing scale's bursting again. So more exercise baybehh !!

Okay, words aside, and let the pictures do the talking (Photos taken with B's SE580I)

While waiting for Eileen and Harry at Farrer Park station

On the coach

And we left for a walk while the guys played bball

With our bare feet,

We climbed this,

And we saw this,

And i got tired

And a lil cranky

I've got chubby cheekas !!

With Eileen's fingers

Lose-y lose-y more

Friday, September 21, 2007

After crash dieting and doing mad exercises for several days, yours truly officially feel LIGHT and decided to take my weight today (: So, guess my current weight, anybody ? The weighing scale reads...


But 1 thing i don't understand is,

Why are my thighs still so huge ?

But heck, i'm much lighter now !!

And more flexible !!

My very lovable boyfriend just told me something awfully funny, and a wee bit disgusting.

Baby's Dad: Girl arh (Girl refers to HweeKhim, B's sis) This one your toothbrush ah ? I can't recognise my toothbursh and have been using this.

Hwee Khim: Huh, this one ? (Takes and shows B)

Baby: Omg, that's my girlfriend's toothbrush !!


And before i leave this space, here's a lil video to share. Great artist i would say.

Ever fallen in love

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Oh sweetie sweetie bbysie The past 162 days didn't come easy i know, but we'll still walk together hand in hand, no ? Just want to you to know, that you will always and forever be my one and only.

Friend : Missing in action

Yours truly and Yee Woen (Middle) is awfully worried for their friend, EILEEN TAN (Far left) who is suppose to be back from Malaysia on Wednesday, 20 September 2007. Both of us had tried calling her mobile but could not get any response. So my dearest xing xing heyo, if you see this message, please drop us a sms each to tell us you're alright okay ?

Wake up call

Monday, September 17, 2007

Met up with my B today, and he made me have a full meal for lunch. Full meal meaning, rice, fish, soup, and choco oreo drink. And these 4 items i had sure adds up to more than 500kcal. Looks like i've got no choice but to exercise for 2 full hours later so that i can burn at least half the calories that i took in today ):

Hokays, complains aside. Brought the Tiramisu that i made last Saturday for Baby to try and he said "Mm, nice nice. First time you cook i will say nice" Bah >.< My culinary skills are not that bad, are they ?

Bbysie loves the Tiramisu that i made (:

And now that he's soundly asleep beside me, and there's no new posts on _realthin, i started googling for 101 ways to lose weight.

And i read that burning the fat from all areas will eventually remove fats from difficult spots or tone and firm the thighs quickly. Toning the thighs will help burn some fat indirectly because the best thigh exercises helps to raise the metabolism, thus causing more calories to be burnt.

The best exercise for toning the thighs is squats. Some believe squats cause the thighs to become massive but if the trainer doesn't want big thighs it wont happen. When a muscle is toned a slight growth occurs, and in order to continue that growth (make the thighs larger) the trainer needs to perform squats with a progressive increase in the intensity level. This is the reason why it's easy to control thigh size when using squats we just control the intensity level, this way we gain toned thighs quickly but halt progress if thigh size increases!

The best routine for slimming the thighs would be to doing squats 3-4 times per week on alternate days. Start off very light by just using the body weight for 2-3 easy sets of 10 repetitions, then gradually build up the resistance over 3-4 weeks.

Man oh man

Sunday, September 16, 2007

B's over at XingXian's place since last night, and what's worst is that his mobile ran out of juice. So here i am, nua-ing at home the whole day, stalking _realthin, theskinnywebsite, and random blogs.

Was at XinYue's MamaVintage and i almost laughed my ass off when i read one of her entries. She mentioned catching Grey's Anatomy and there was an episode where a rape victim was admitted to the hospital, with a half bitten penis in her mouth. The rapist was later admitted, and was told that he would not be able to pee on his own for a very long time and also, not being able to have sex forever.

What else can i say, other than SERVES HIM RIGHT ?

Dream legs, and my leg's twice the size of that

Update on my diet plan: I feel much thinner but plan's amended cause it's seriously crazy and i feel awful after 2 food-less days. Just 2 days, and i already feel all sickly, and jelly-ish. So i'm now implementing the 500kcal a day plan, with lotsa lotsa plain water, and mega exercise !!

Mega Thinspirations

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Skinny. Pretty. Envy. I wish and i want to be as skinny as these girls. But im already feeling all awful and grumpy over not eating much today. And what's worst is that i made Tiramisu over at Darren's today. Had a bite in the evening and twas awfully sinful, swear i had put on say, half a kilo after that bite.

AH SHUCKS, tell me that all i need is a lil more motivation. 2 weeks, just 2 weeks on plain water/ tea/ minimal food. JUST 2 WEEKS !! Sometimes i really wished i had ED, oh wells.

My aim is to lose 5KG

Friday, September 14, 2007

I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight.
I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight.
I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight.
I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight.
I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight.
I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight.

Been binge-ing so much that i now officially weigh 49 kilos. Like holy shit please !! I swear i'm joining XinYue in her diet plan - Pure water diet plus 1 mouthful of something (Tiramisu?) a day.

So here it goes:

I, Tin Hui Shan will be going on a diet with effect from tomorrow, 15th of September 2007. I will limit myself to drinking only water and only water. No food will be allowed. Okay, plus a mouthful of something (Sounds better?) Exemptions to be made for the Tiramisu that i'll be making tomorrow. Other than that, any other food is a sin.

Signing off,

Warning: Image Heavy !!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Been awfully busy recently, spending time with the boyfriend. So, yours truly's finally back, to present to you the adventures of Jisheng and Huishan !! Warning warning, image heavy !!

Stayover at Farrer Park officially started on Tuesday and the day saw the two of us heading town to catch SECRET, and to hunt for his Mom's birthday present.

Pretty disappointing as it wasn't what i expect it to be. Another LakeHouse i would say, but i'd rate Secret, ★★★★☆! Heh, you're talking to a JayChou fangirl, so bear with it yeah ? In the meantime, pictures again (:

I never knew i was that camera shy

And guess where did we stomach these yummy noodles ?

Shh.. It's 不能说的秘密

And i just realised that the action in the above photo has got a wee bit resemblance to a certain inside joke that we Mdeas people had some time ago. I didn't do it on purpose, so don't boycott me, heh !!


Wednesday Down to Tan Tock Seng to visit B's grandma, and we went to Cold Storage for grocery shopping with his Mum. And and, i was a happy girl until Elson told me that results are out already. And yes you're right, my grades are not as good as i expect them to be.

And, my sucky results are as follows :

And if you guys remembered, my GPA was 3.17 last semester (Yes, a drop of 0.01) But if you guys remembered, i need a bombastic GPA of 3.8 for this semester alone so that i can get an average of 3.3 for my whole 3 years and i can TRY to get into a Uni. And look at my pathetic Major Project's grade !! All my other grades fell cause of MP, and cause of MP, i did so much work, put in so much effort, had so many sleepless nights, and all i get is a B. Oh wells. So much for ENC MP huh.

But i'm proud to proclaim that,

Cooked spaghetti (together with my B) for dinner and i felt the awful tremors while cutting the sausages. And it's funny how B claims that he could not feel them and i had to make him stand still before he could feel the building shaking (:


Thursday Accompanied my boy to his dental and off we were to Serangoon for some good food hunting.

Crazy stuffs we ordered from the food centre and ChompChomp. We had Ou Luak (Oyster Omelette) , Char Kway Teow, Chicken Satay, 2 different stall's Tau Huey, and Soya Milk with Chin Chow from the food centre, flavoured Tau Huey from ChompChomp, and mega huge crispy chicken cutlet from Serangoon Central.

And we left Serangoon feeling all full and satisfied :D

Tonight's my last night at Farrer Park and B and i finally caught 300 together. Okay, time to hit the bed and make some babies !!