Yet another useless piece of shit

Sunday, March 29, 2009

I know i haven't bloggest for the longest time. It's just that recently, i seriously am not in the mood to blog, at all ! It's 38 days more to the finals and i haven't touched my books ever since my prelims ended. I've tried, but i seem to have lost the vibes all of a sudden.

I seriously don't know what was i doing all these while. Frankly speaking, i feel that i have totally no goals in my life. I am currently 20 turning 21 and i've never accomplished anything decent or worth appraisal at all. I'm a 101% slacker weak-brained when it comes to studies. I get panic attacks in the exam halls. Even if i don't, the questions on the script would appear oh-so-unfamiliar. No matter how hard i mug, even if i mugged my ass out, i am unable to achieve a decent result. I'm an internet-whore, and a couch potato - idling away, always not making full use of my free time. And and, i can't even whip up a proper meal ! Sometimes, i can't help but feel that i am really a major failure.

Mommy is saying that I'm feeling all emo-padawan cause Baby just left for Brunei but no Mom, i seriously is in need of a direction, in my life.

Yes you can say i still have my online store but it is now unable to go any higher due to the extremely saturated market and intense competition. I do not steal emails and spam like what most new shops are doing cause i've been spammed enough to know how irritating it is to have hundreds of emails from shops which i've never ever subscribed to. I've tried all proper and ethical means to gain publicity but these new stores seems to rise faster and higher than I am. Do i really need to go for plastic before i am pretty enough to gain enough publicity for the shop ?

Struggling. With all these new shops bursting out, and setting their prices at a ridiculously low margin, i have no other choice but to lower my margin to somewhere in between the correct margin and the market price. But with that, other shops who are stuck with the goods cause they are selling slightly higher, complain to the supplier and i am asked to increase my margin. The supplier says she'll not supply to the shops who refused to budge and this standardisation of margin range will reduce the number of 'wounds' in this current price war.

Seriously, what do i have to gain for being sucha ethical and co-operative ? I really wonder.. I do understand my supplier's stand, and i feel for them too. I've co-operated and did the necessary adjustments, and i haven't had a single order since then. What have the other shops done ? I guess there's no need to think further - Nothing. Enlighten me, but why is yours truly - the one who is ethical, who worked painstakingly to bring MissFayne into what it is today, has to be the one to suffer from this ridiculous price war ?

And it seriously sucks that despite all these shits i'm facing, i still have to put on a strong front in front of everyone else. No, i'm not putting the blame on anybody, neither am i pinpointing/ referring to anyone in particular. In fact, i'm pretty thankful for the supportive friends and returning customers who stood by me all these while, giving words of encouragement, who introduced MissFayne to their families and friends. All these lil actions may seem nothing to most of you, but it sure meant alot to me, and to MissFayne. But somehow, things still ain't going back on track.

When i was out sourcing for stocks in the past, i'll never ever have to worry bout having excess stocks piling, but every now and then i get so worried and panicky bout things not selling. My room is now packed with of moutains and moutains of apparels. Although, things are not that bad to the extent of making losses, but i sersiously need to get something moving.

It's not about getting back my capital or what nots. It's really got nothing to do with any monetary involvement. I came up with MissFayne over interest and passion. But every inch of hardwork i put in, is dampening the vibe i used to have.

Perhaps, i could only blame myself for not being capable enough, and not having a pretty face.

Or perhaps, i should just put MissFayne to an end...

1 more day to our 23rd anniversay

Saturday, March 21, 2009

and i have a new found love

and and, check out the lux versions


Rose gold is sucha gem aye ? But sad to say its going at GBP899 for the rose gold one, and i do not print money ! Anyone knows of any shops selling casing of similar colours ? Or should i zhng the phone up ?

Mini hiatus, perhaps

Saturday, March 14, 2009

It's been a busy busy week. Random, but i'm craving for LongJohn's Cajun Chicks and my pee reeks of anti-biotics. I will be back, really soon :D

Anyway, collection #37 is launched !

Some of the goodies,

Please support ! For more, click here :D

Kill me please

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I feel like dying. I can literally smell trouble. I am getting so-fucking-stressed that i'm going berserk. I had 1 whole week to study for my Management mocks. FYI, my management notes are horrendously thick and wordy and full shit. But because i had been totally worn out for the past 4 papers, i've decided to start Management only on Sunday.

And being a true blue procrastinator, i haven't started on anything, even at this moment, when i'm 23hours and 12minutes away from the paper.

Final verdict?


While i was supposed to be mugging, or at least reading/staring at my notes yesterday, i blew 34 buckeroos away for this really unique piece :D

Pretty aye ? Probably wearing it for B's social night if i can't find any other better choices. But i'm pretty afraid that i might bump into girls wearing the exact same thing cause HVV is really famous and reputable you see. How how how ?!?!?!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

model stands at 162cm and uk6

click HERE for measurements and prices.

Green tea, milk tea, and jellies

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Finally cleared 4 outta 5 papers. Mugged my ass out for the mocks but guess what ? For almost every single question at i looked at, i stared blankly at it, and decided to skip and attempt the next question. And this cycle goes on and on, till i reach the last question.

Yea, that's how stupid i am.

I am so screwed.

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But anyway, i've updated MissFayne, like finally !

Click on the image above to enter Collection #36 !

Some of the goodies :D

So what are you waiting for ? Come on in, now !

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Not long ago, i received an email update from this online blogshop managed by this friend of mine. BUT, i realised that the emails were not bcc-ed. So i decided to remind this friend, to remember to bcc in future, and shared my story of spam with him.

I mentioned something like, there was once some shop sent me an email update and similary they forgot to bcc, i received 30 plus spam mails from various shops the very next day. Which meant that some shopowners does lurk around people's mailing list, hoping to steal emails once they forget to bcc. And guess what my friend ask me ? You're not going to spam them right ?

And when i snapped, he added, Just that you said other shops will spam and such.. and i just dont want such things to happen.. Does that give you any rights to doubt my integrity ? NO ! I swear i almost flipped when i saw that line. Do not blame me for the vulgarities. Seriously, i know my little shop MissFayne is no biggie and i'm not earning tonnes of money, but he is my friend and he actually thought that i would steal that 15 email addresses which he forgot to bcc ?

I join the mailing lists of all my friends' shops as a form of support. WITH NO HIDDEN INTENTIONS, AT ALL. Furthermore, he was the one who asked me to join the mailing list.

If you (or girlfriend) happens to read this, do not bother to comment or clarify. This is definitely no misunderstanding, for it is already wrong of you to have that initial thought.

It breaks my heart to say this, but perhaps to you, our 4 years friendship, is not even worth 15 fucking email addresses.