Yam Paste FTW !

Friday, December 25, 2009


My weight has been going down, down and down since the day i had my surgery. Was 112lbs on Wednesday before the surgery. Then it went down to 108lbs on Thursday, and today (tadah!), the scale reads 105lbs !! Seriously, this has got to be the one and only thing i love about having my wisdom tooth operated on. Apart from the aftermath pain and swell that is.

And because of the swell and open wound (yada yada) the only thing i could consume is,

No regrets cause after all, its my favourite dessert (:

ps, havent been wearing my retainers for the past 2 days, and there's like a visible hole between my two front teeth already ):

FML !!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

FML !!

Surgery, in 12 hours time


Oh well, i know it's just a normal wisdom tooth surgery (read, not extraction) and everyone has to go through it sooner or later but hey, the other time when i was trying to extract my lower left wisdom, i had muscle (gums) spasms due to anesthetic allergy okay !! And so, Dr Tan recommended Sedatives this time round - for both my lower left and right wisdom.

Googled abit bout Sedation and guess what i found ? Please realize that sedatives are used to control anxiety, not pain. So what ? Will i like wake up in pain in the middle of the surgery ? Haha !

Intravenous sedatives are medications used to control anxiety which are administered by way of injecting them into one of your veins ("I.V."). In general, a deeper and more controlled level of sedation can be achieved when using intravenous sedatives as opposed to nitrous oxide or oral sedatives. Typically intravenous sedatives are administered by oral surgeons (as opposed to "general dentists") because they have the specialized training and monitoring equipment need when using these medications. Some intravenous sedatives have an "amnesic effect." This means that when they are used the patient will have no recall or memory of the dental procedure.

Your dentist will need to provide you with specific instructions regarding their use of the intravenous sedative chosen for use with you. It is very important that you follow these instructions. Usually included in these instructions are rules about not eating or drinking for some hours prior to the administration of the sedative.

Alright. Gotta hit the sack already. Waking up at 8am tomorrow morning to have a heavy breakfast so that i can fast 4 hours prior to the mini op.

Advance Exam Schedule = Starts Mugging Now !

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Yan showed me the link to our advance exam schedule and damn, i sure have a fxcked up schedule.
Principles of Sociology 6th May 2010
Macro Economics 6th May 2010
Management Science Methods 11th May 2010
Micro Economics 13th May 2010

And this morning, she showed me another more fxcked up schedule and i think, i'm still not the worst. 4 units (2 foundations, 2 furthers) in just 2 days, go figure. Haha :D

I hit the big 5

Friday, December 18, 2009

My recent weight gain is horrendous. It's seriously getting to me. Momsie keeps calling me fat. I feel like crying when i got onto the scales. I feel like killing myself when i look into the mirror. And everytime after i eat, the guilt totally consumes me.

I need and i want to lose those fats but i really don’t wanna go back to that starve-myself-and-run-like-mad days. It's fxcking miserable to run on an empty stomach.

Are you excite ?

Thursday, December 17, 2009


Been hearing much raves from them on the samples i've drafted up. And now, i seriously can't wait for the last sample to reach us so that i can look at them (like finally phew), do the necessary alterations and chopchop bulk produce it for all of you !! Can't wait to see my pretty samples, can't wait to wear my pretty designs. Hoho (:


Because i'm bored

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Hey everyone ! Logging into Wordpress for a wee bit while waiting for my touch to get fully-charged before i offiicially hit the sack. Yes yes i'm blogging because i got bored while waiting and i'm really really sorry for the lack of updates but i've really got nothing new going on recently other than lectures, mug, tests, lectures, mug, tests, and the cycle goes on and on. Oh, i met up with my FYP mates last Saturday over dinner at Simpang Bedok after my Christmas shopping though.

And surprisingly this week has got something new and i can forsee a mad busy me. I've got :

(1) more mugging and catching up of lectures to do (yes, books again)

(2) getting MissFayne's designs finalised (hopefully)

(3) butter on Friday night (tbc)

(4) a Sunday 830AM MSM lecture (which i'm intending to skip anyway)

(5) test shoot for Icon's upcoming service
(6) meetup with club21 colleagues to pass them the items they got from me.
(7) run with the Baby (he said i'm getting to fleshy)

Time check. It's officially Wednesday now. Midweek already, and i'm nowhere near to getting the above mentioned accomplished. And to add on to my misery, everything's scheduled for the weekend ! So many things to do, in merely 48 hours. Well dona la Huishan !!

Oh by the way, my clip-ons had arrived and i'm lovin them much. It totally gave me the volume (ok, maybe i don't need the volume) and length that i needed. The only downside is that the clip-ons are really long and my natural hair is too thick. So if you squint close enough, there's actually a mini bump at where my real hair ends.

Okie dokes, the touch is charged. Now it's my turn to go get charged ! :D

Apple apple pop

Saturday, December 12, 2009

My new baby, from Baby (:

His new baby (i hope), from his Baby (i hope too, lol)

(but in black, with black matt and sheen buckle)

Joy to the world

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Christmas is nearing.

And i still haven't started my Christmas shopping.

Mega Feast

Sunday, December 6, 2009


That's what keeping me mega full till now (:

Yes. We ordered 2 sets of Set For Two. 2 x 2 =4 (rubs tums) Sorry no photos from yours truly cause  i was busy binge-ing and watching the old-yet-cute chef whipping up my lunch. So here's some pictures that i've ripped off the net.

The picture below showed exactly what we had for our Boston Lobster Set (minus the ice cream)

close up pictures of some the dishes we had,

photos credited to j2k3blogs

If you ask me what was my favourite dish, i would say its the lobster tail. Tender and succulent meat with rich mentai and butter flavour, nom nom nom (:

Where am i ?

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

at a point in life where things are neither good nor bad

they could be better, and so can they be worse

Ps, i fucking love you

Beauty world, cha cha cha !

Sunday, November 29, 2009

This is what you call, 白白嫩嫩


Greed is getting the better of me

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Pink Iphone (LOL!)

Iphone 3GS

Blackberry Bold 9700 / 9000

KateSpade Totes

Kitty Contact Lens Casing

Jackets !!

And i can only choose 1 of each type. Which ones should i get ?

Photos are decieving

cause i ain't that fair in reality !!

Greed is getting the better of me

Pink Iphone (LOL!)

Iphone 3GS

Blackberry Bold 9700 / 9000

KateSpade Totes

Kitty Contact Lens Casing

Jackets !!

And i can only choose 1 of each type. Which ones should i get ?

Lust, oh lusts.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

我要黑莓子 我要毕毕



Collection Forty8ight

Monday, November 23, 2009

IT'S UP !! IT'S UP !!

Some of my personal favourites that are lying in my wardrobe now (:

I'd rather

Friday, November 20, 2009

I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I’d rather have hard times together than to have it easy apart.

I'd rather

I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I’d rather have hard times together than to have it easy apart.

Stress Relief

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Patapon is so addictive

Can't wait for my 3 tests to be over so that i can go on a Patapon spree !


Over the weekends

Saturday, November 14, 2009

i must study hard. i must study hard. i must study hard. i must study hard. i must study hard. i must study hard.
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i must study hard. i must study hard. i must study hard. i must study hard. i must study hard. i must study hard.

Monday - Macroeconomics Chapters 3 - 4
Tuesday - Sociology Chapters 1 - 3
Wednesday - Microeconomics Chapters 1 - 7


Pretty Interesting

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

saw this off bren's, and i find it so very interesting (:

Astrology Zone

Monday, November 9, 2009

Ripped this off meiyan's

I am Scorpio, My Lover is Taurus

You are salt, Taurus is pepper; you are the cup, Taurus is the saucer. As opposite as you two are, you match up famously! Your Taurus lover is an earth sign, you are a water sign, and this adds up to one fertile mix!

Neither of you is a social butterfly in the way an Aries or a Libra can be. You two love to stay home and listen to some music, or pop a good murder mystery into the VCR (Scorpio's suggestion) and pour a glass of fine red wine to have with some fruit. Afterwards, it's time to make love.

You and Taurus have a good, healthy attitude toward sex. Weekends, according to both of you, are just made to while away together in bed. Sexually, you answer one another's needs perfectly, and afterwards, you feel physically and emotionally fulfilled. Taurus are patient and like to take their time with lovemaking, much to your delight. Taurus will never rush, for they approach love the way they would approach a fine meal -- with relish, great anticipation, and a discriminating palate to make it a perfect experience overall. You, Scorpio, want to explore the depths of your Taurus lover's soul. Even though your Taurus won't have the same need to know you all the way down to your bones, being an open person, your lover will tell you whatever you want to know. This is especially good, for while you're curious about your Taurus, you don't like to reveal much about yourself in the beginning.

Both of you are possessive and prone to jealously, so luckily you understand each other. Your outbursts of temper won't ruffle this Venus-ruled lover. Taurus will just shake off your anger with a shrug, knowing these clouds will pass. You two favor a daily routine over constant changes in your lifestyle, which you both find exhausting and a waste of time.

Fidelity will be strong in this match because neither of you could bear telling your life stories to one stranger after another. Your good sex life will help sustain years of closeness, and your sensuous attitude will ensure that you continue to savor one another's charms. This combination is a positive yes!

And now it's B's turn,

I am Taurus, My Lover is Scorpio

What a potent combination! You both have strong wills, opinions, determination and drive. Neither of you feels casual about anything! When you first met your Scorpio beloved you may have felt this person was more fascinating than anyone you'd ever met. Perhaps you noticed that he or she had qualities you wish you had, too. You are on the money, for you and Scorpio are born at opposite ends of the zodiac, and have some extreme differences -- and quite a few similarities, too.

Your autumn-born lover is mysterious and deeply emotional, far more so than you. A water sign, Scorpios blend well with your earth element, but Scorpios will be far more interested in learning about you than letting you peek inside their heads and hearts. Scorpios feel that to share this information is like giving pieces of themselves away. Before they do that, they have to feel safe. Scorpios always hold their cards close to their vests. Even after you've known your Scorpio for years, you will find that he or she periodically withdraws to mull things over.

Scorpio rules the hidden realms under the surface of life, so they have the ability to get to the very bottom of things and discover what secrets lay buried. You may not see it, but Scorpios are almost always bubbling with emotion under the their placid exteriors. This sign also rules obsession. Try as they will to control their feelings (keeping emotion in check is crucial to Scorpios), they won't fully be able to do so. Your steady, calm demeanor will give solid grounding to them as they weather their fluctuating emotions, and this is certainly a big part of your attraction. However, because Scorpios don't like to discuss their feelings freely, and Taurus are not given to examining feelings frequently, powerful resentments could build up and be swept under the rug. Be mindful of that danger, and try to keep the air clear.

Scorpios are intuitive: They pick up hunches about things that turn out to be dead right nine times out of ten, but they often have no idea why they know what they know. Don't demand a practical or logical explanation -- you won't be able to get one. They are indeed blessed with some psychic ability.

Both of you are fixed signs, with heaps of determination and single-minded focus. Neither of you will become distracted from the goals you've set. This also means that neither of you is very flexible or good at compromising, which can lead to dead-lock. This kind of stand-off interrupts the flow between you, so be mindful of conflicts and ask yourself if there is a way to compromise.

When it comes to handling finances, Scorpios really excel. Their sign rules the natural 8th house of joint resources. Your sign rules another financial house, the 2nd house of personal wealth. Thus, you both are security-oriented, although Taurus are more into buying things while Scorpios are more interested in making investments. Your lover also won't want to spend a lot of money on expensive dinners and other luxuries - Scorpios' tastes are less complex and more straightforward.

When it comes to negotiations, Scorpios know their stuff. They are masters of persuasion because they don't spend time addressing points that don't matter to the other side; instead, they go straight to the heart of the matter. This includes negotiating with you, on matters big or small, but don't be intimidated. Your Scorpio will make so much sense that he or she will earn your respect. Soon, you will find yourself asking his or her advice on how you can best handle the negotiations in your own life.

Both of you are reserved and not especially outgoing. Neither of you likes the dating scene and having to continually tell your life story to strangers. You are both highly possessive lovers too, but you won't find it causes conflicts. Scorpios expect total and complete fidelity and so do you. When you mate, you know it will be for life.

Taurus, in bed you are a powerhouse of energy and sexual mastery. Your Scorpio will expect an incredible depth of feeling from you, something you may or may not be able to give. Because they are a water sign, Scorpios will always have a deeper, wider emotional spectrum than you. Scorpios bring love to a level of spirituality, something a feet-on-the-ground Taurus may have trouble relating to initially. You may have to dismantle some of your practical sensibilities and develop a more romantic frame of mind. Still, your Scorpio will be enraptured by your erotic style, and during long hours lolling in bed will enjoy your careful attention to their every need. Your obvious desire and honest affection for your beloved will thrill them down to their toes (Scorpios always sense truth), and this will create a lasting bond. You will never know such passion. It could be the start of a powerful nuclear reaction of love, the kind you always hoped for!

Your Scorpio will either be the best thing that ever happened to you, or the worst. Whether you complement or compete with one another is yet to be seen. Opposite signs on the astrologic wheel have that potential. If you develop some flexibility and sharpen your emotional sensitivity, things should go very well. This is not easy and some have said linking a Taurus with a Scorpio can be hard if not impossible. Give this relationship all you've got -- the rewards are too good to miss.

You dont alter a Vera Wang to fit you

You alter YOURSELF to fit Vera

Ripped this off one of my entries back at mytaintedworld. No idea why, so don't ask (:

Rant rant rants

Friday, November 6, 2009

**entry removed**

check out alexaudreyfayne.wordpress.com for it

password protected, buzz me for the password

This is so depressing

WHOA, I just received a spam email from missfayne.lj, pleading with people to please buy from their site or they will close down. I think competition is too heated, it's hard to make money....

is it..... jus another tactic ? :zipped:
if they come out with more nice babydoll tops... i'm sure to buy!! SIGH

missfayne says, oh no. please dont be mistaken ): we're not pleading you girls to buy, neither is this a tactic to cheat on you girls for sympathy. we're only asking for more people to check out our site, with no obligations to buy at all ! we have never ever spammed before since we started back in 2007. all we needed, is more exposure and want more people to know that MissFayne.Lj existed (:
I don't know leh... but if they have never spammed before, they should be quite genuine? Heh.... the response indeed isn't very good, judging from the 30+ comments only per collection.

missfayne says, indeed. out of these 30plus comments that we have per collection, we have people who commented and mia-ed after receiving invoices. which is pretty pathetic, haha.
I went to missfayne website to see. Looks like they are doing well? Still open backorder. With over 1k of people on their mailing list ... Don't think they need to close down???

missfayne says, we opened backorders in hope that we could recoup some losses. but most of the time, its only 1 or 2 people who joined and paid after receiving the invoice. sad to say, 1k plus people on our mailinglist is a good thing, but not everyone buys from us ): we have people who got us to order in other colours, promising that they will pay us once they get their pay (etc etc) but mia-ed on us eventually. we have alot of bad encounters with dead buyers and we really dont know how to handle them ):
i was looking at missfayne.lj .. i realised their clothes are actually priced at a similar price as other BS, or even slightly higher.. maybe thats why they aren't doing that well?

missfayne says, we used to sell much lower but our supplier confronted us and told us that some other shops complained that we are selling too cheaply and required us to raise the price. its gonna be a long story for me to re-type the whole saga again, but ive once "poured my woes" to those in CC before, so if there happen to have any cotters in the group of podders here, they can vouch for me :D
Oh and the reason why missfayne isn't doing well is because.. well.. they are full of  **** clothes, and with new blogshops popping up everyday with cheaper pricing, hard to sell...

missfayne says, yea very very hard to sell. i dont understand why my suppliers dont "scold" those that sold cheaper than us, but must scold us. haha. we're trying our best to manufacture some designs. but we'll need the capital, and we could only afford 2 designs at the moment, haha (have to keep some money to avoid ourselves from making losses)
missfayne is closing down? i din know leh.. i thought they just clearing stock?

missfayne says, we are hoping we wouldn't. we're trying our best to steer away from hitting the breakeven margin.
Saw 1 podder complaining about missfayne regarding their fake quote your price. Yeah, a few of us went to quote a price for them & They gave us a price, somewhere near their original stated price. I guess they are still trying to make profit! Not trying to clear stock. Oh whatever, not gonna buy from them.

missfayne says, for the quote your own price, we need to at least cover some of our costs. cause we're only slightly breaking even, so if we were to sell at loss, we really will start incurring losses. but for some of our quote your own price, we did release at prices lower than our costs. for customers who gave us quotations that are too low, we will reply them with a lowest lowest price that we could sell and most of our answers ranges from $13-$19 (which is our cost price) we definitely didnt reply with any which is near our original $20+ price. we had customers quoting us $1 and we cant possibly sell them at $1 ? hope this would clear the air a little.
what i have to say : phew. ok, now that ive cleared everything, i feel much better. i dont know if you guys would believe me, but somehow, i feel much better after explaining. i was pretty sad when many had the wrong impression that we're cheating and its only a marketing strategy. i wish i am doing well but frankly speaking, we're not really doing that well as you may think.

as for the quote your own price, we really didnt quote any prices that are near the original prices, im not saying you podders are lying but i guess she meant near to the price which was under our "sales section" before we had "quote your own price" but then, our supplier had requested for us to raise our "sales" price as they had other shops complaining to them.

as for the $1, we really really couldnt let go at $1 cause if we do, we'll end up heading towards losses instead of maintaining or steer away from making losses.

we're thankful for everyone who had viewed our site and tried to help us. we are still on the margin, but we'll definitely try our best to work even harder to steer away from the margin. as long as MissFayne.Lj is not making any losses, we will not close the shop down.

for those who are curious to know what had i sent to create sucha huge saga, here's what i've sent,

dear honeybuns

we sincerely apologise for this spam, but we are really at our wits-end ): promise that this is the one and only time youre receiving this from us (you will not be added to our mailing list unless you requested to :D)

please do not delete this email as yet. do us a lil favor by checking out our site at *inserts site* no obligations to buy at all ! we just hope that MissFayne could be heard. cause if business is still not picking up, we would be closing it down by this year.

if you like our items, do join our mailinglist as all mailing listees are entitled a 5% off nett purchase, or join our facebook page for early bird previews - *inserts site* :D

ps, missfayne is an online journal that has been around for near 2 years, with zero negative feedbacks but business is still not picking up despite the effort that we've put into it. we're just a few steps away from incurring losses officially, sighs! we strongly believe in no spamming in the past but we had recently invested in all our money and launched our manufactured label but the response isn't that well so we are left with no choice but to do this hated-by-all spam once.

love always

sometimes, i really dont know what i should do.

since when did i plead ? didn't i mention no obligations to buy ?

life is tough. school is tough. FML please.

Tonight's gonna be a good good night

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

because because because


Anyway, thanks everyone for your well wishes 

Mag, YongQuan, Aldis, Suiren, Benedict, Sarah, Eileen, Adeline, Jane, Yinglin, Meiyan, Jiamin, Dexter, Yiwen, Peishan, Huiping, Matthew, Zhixian, Rossie, Candy, Brenda, Ivan, Desmond, Lionel, Lifang, Harris, Lizhen, Eliza, Prudence, Cheryn, Alyssia, Marilyn, Qian Yun, Darren, Rebecca, Alvin Chin, Christopher, Adeline, Yu Wen, Huixin , Tenghow, Lenette, Andy, Jocelyn , Laverene, Xing Zhi, Meizi, Stephane, Joan, Jamie, Raney, Denes, Yunting, Sharon, Hang, Yu Cui, Jaclyn, Seng Kai, Tongpui, Sarah, Lup Peng, Suk Mun, Serene, Ursula, Kit, Junrong, Jonathan.

And last but not least, a long awaited call from Wallaby !!

Collection Forty-Se7en

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Some of my personal favourites !!


And not forgetting our manufactured labels !!
Lovingly designed and manufactured by YOURS TRULY !!