I hit the big 5

Friday, December 18, 2009

My recent weight gain is horrendous. It's seriously getting to me. Momsie keeps calling me fat. I feel like crying when i got onto the scales. I feel like killing myself when i look into the mirror. And everytime after i eat, the guilt totally consumes me.

I need and i want to lose those fats but i really don’t wanna go back to that starve-myself-and-run-like-mad days. It's fxcking miserable to run on an empty stomach.


  1. you are not fat!! i guess those who says you are are just teasing you and dont mean it since you are weight-cautious..