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13 more days (:

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&& HAPPY NINETEEN KELVIN & SIYING !!
&& HAPPY TWENTY HAFIZAH !!

Down on bended knees : i pray

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14 more days (:

before Mister Babylove comes home
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Have you ever felt that at times in Life, you wake up and realize how wrong you got it. You take a look in the mirror and you can't even recognize the person staring back at you.

Dear God ♥

This is Huishan. Can you hear me ?

I'm sick of running in circles and sinking into quicksand, tired of walking on that tight rope and tired of having to act like everythings ok. Why did you leave me with such a cheery deposition that in the ugliest times like this.

Why can't i cope on my own ? I can't seem to breathe. My termtest results and piling projects and the stupid major project are pissing me off. School is pissing me off, major. SO MANY THINGS TO DO SO LITTLE TIME. I give up i give up.

So done with wishing you were here

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15 more days (:

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Mister Boyfriend ♥

It is awfully tough for me to put into words how i feel inside of me now. Gone were our sweet oh days. All i ask for, is for us to be like how we used to be. Nothing more, nothing less.


So you all must be wondering. What happened ? Yours truly's got two words for you, don't ask. All i can say is that i got really upset with B, and about certain things which i don't wish to elaborate. But 1 thing i ought to admit, B and me went through a wee bit of a bumpy ride. Alot of things got outta hand, and my days sank to the rock bottom.

♥ 不能说的秘密 ♥

冷咖啡离开了杯垫

我忍住的情绪在很后面


拼命想挽回的从前

在我脸上依旧清晰可见


最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐


回忆的画面

在荡着秋千梦开始不甜


你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

又何必去改变已错过的时间

你用你的指尖阻止我说再见

想像你在身边在完全失去之前


你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

或许命运的签只让我们遇见

只让我们相恋这一季的秋天

飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片

要我怎么捡
Yet another C to this semester's termtest result. It sucks knowing that after working so friggin' hard for everything, i just can't seem to make both ends meet. Everything, is going on a mega downfall.


'Nuff said.

(Inserts any title here)

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16 more days (:

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The aftermath of work overload, lovefights and lack of sleep is a major killer. My moodswings, headaches, and the nonstop relapse of my hypoglycemia syndrom.

My b's a heartie, totally diggin'

Pissed.

Counting down

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17 more days (:

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DSCN termtest result was released today. And im disappointed to say that i didn't do very well. No A's, nor B's. And it sure sounds like a major threat to my already miserable grades.

You are the love of my life

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18 more days (:

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Emo songs makes me cry. And miss my stupid boyfriend a hell lot.

Can't Wait

Fee Fai Foh Fum

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19 more days (:

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And so, my Sunday was spent msn-ing and skype-ing with Mister Babylove and running the 4km charity run MilkRun. And i'm proud to announce that, yours truly ran throughout the whole 4km journey. Just a lil brisk walk and stops at the 2 water junctions.



The race route,



Just reached,



Just before the run (Yes, already grumpy)



After the run,refreshed and changed. But pardon the hair.

The countdown starts today

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20 more days (:

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What what, in the butt

Yours truly (OH FINALLY!!) bag the red skinnies home that she had been eyeing on since 21st April, except that its 1 size smaller compared to the size 8 that she tried on 2 months ago. ALL HAIL HUISHAN FOR SHEDDING SOME KILOS. And if you've forgotten how that pretty red skinnies looked like,

Earl grey tea

And today was lunching with my 2 favourite girls in class. Attempt to hunt down Toa Payoh lorong 1 chicken rice ball failed, and we settled for Ban Mian in central. With all these nonstop binge-ing, i proudly proclaim my diet plan, FAILED >.<

Summer bum

And so, the new term was filled with rushing out assignments and binge-ing myself with awfully sinful good food. CMSK proposal and DSCN PP1 was dued on Monday and Tuesday respectively. And my DSCN evaluation was screwed.

This semester seriously spells HELL. Mountain high school work, skinny-jeans tight deadlines. Just those two, is enough to kill.

A translation of what Veracia had said, i sincerely pray, that this semester would fly past like a shooting star/ bullet/ ferrari/ ________ (Fill in the blanks).

Yesterday was lunching at Ajisen with Adel, and Phoebe after school. It's funny how we insisted on having good food to reward ourselves depite screwing up our DSCN evaluation. Visited Sony Gallery to collect information for our Sales tutorial thereafter.











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Creepy, but ownage !!

Big girls don't cry

Stress overloadddddddd. Just when i thought i was over and done with the nonstop codings and bloody tight schedules, i was told that we've still got student portal to code. Meaning, my MP is not over yet. There is still a million more codings to do, in a friggin short period of time. Like hello, MP is not the only module i'm taking isn't it ? Oh crap. MP's giving me suicide attempts i swear.


没完没了, don't you understand ?

One love

Today's a long day. Went back to school for MP, yet again. Did codings as usual, and left at 6 plus to meet Terence and Sheng He for dinner, and basketball match at Whampoa CC. It's West CC vs Whampoa CC. And it's weird cause i have friends in both teams. Like who in the world should i support ?

Oh wells let me gloat, i'm done with my mp's phase 2, like whoopeedoooo !

I've waited all my life

WE'RE 2 MONTHS OLD BABYLOVE ♥


AND AND AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY (:

Takin’ a breather

Fantastic Four at PlazaSing with Adelin, Phoebe, Joy, Alvin, ZhiXian, Liyao, Eddie, Edwin, Xian De, and Jeffry earlier. Johnny Storm (Chris Evans) just spells cute - made my heart skip a bit everytime he does that stunning wink. In fact, he made me forget the fact that Babylove's in that faraway land name China (:


But why did the silver surfer have to fly past the Great Wall and brings my baby back into my thoughts again ? Heh. I miss you la boyfriend. Come home soon will you ?


Adel, Phoebe, Me, Joy


Usual toilet photos


Jeffry, Edwin, ZhiXian, XianDe, Eddie, Alv, Liyao
& us, girls (:


Joy and Jeffry left after the movie, and it's supper/ chillax session at HongKong Cafe with the rest and Elson. And it's home sweet home for Phoebe and yours truly at near 1 plus, while Adel joined the guys to Clark Quay.


How i wish i can spend every day like this. And not leading the life i am leading now. Coding every single day, trying to meet deadlines, having to juggle between soooo many assignments.

I just want my holiday. My 2 weeks termbreak, is gone just like this. Camping in Mdeas every single day doing endless codings. But, Mister-nice-supervisor Darren made us Tiramisu that day.




Her name is Connie, 6 years old.


Her name is Bianca, 11 years old.
Ok, i know i'm wols, but check out their poweful voices. Britain's got talent, indeed.

Shit happens all the time

Huishan has,

Crumble, and fall

Like Eileen would say "Mai cui mai cui, one piece one piece" Tell me, how in the world can i be one piece when every shit just comes all at one go ?

阿呆, 慧珊, 傻傻分不清楚

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Joke of the day, Yiwen was reading her msn nick to Eileen,

人們可以控制自己的命運. 若我們受制於人, 那錯不在命運, 而在我們自己.

Me: Eh, 这个谁写的 ?

Yiwen: 萨丝比亚 (Shakesphere)

Me: Wa, Shakesphere 会讲华语的阿 !!

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Happy Fathers' Day

Photo ripped off Xinyue's be-envious. She always have photos of hot skinny girls. My thinspiration, needless to say (:

And i officially weigh 46 on the scale. I know i don't look like i am that light but how in the world can i gain weight when major project is stressing me out, like totally !!

No offences to anyone but the tight schedule is seriously crazy. So much work, so little time. I can't even fork out some time to go watch Fantastic Four. Major boohoo ):




And i'm thankful baby for sacrificing your sleep and Skype with me on late hours cause i always have the dumbdumb major project to do. RAWRS. I love you la babylove !!


My A++ boyfriend and his killer eyes

我只想,做你的公主

Major project milestone two today. And it kinda went well. Was assigned to code three sets of Create/ Retrieve/ Update/ Delete. Been working on it since Wednesday and i finally finished all of them just before the evaluation. Yesterday spells mad crazy for i started coding from 10am to 5am (Read : AM), took a short nap from 5am to 6am and then followed by another round of coding session from 7am to 11am. And, mega thanks to Darren, Randy, and MinJia for all your help.

Especially Darren, ni zui bang la ! Heh (:
Terence's NS send off lunch at Miss Clarity Cafe thereafter. Food was great, company was great. And it's a pity that Xing could not make it. And here's some pictures from Monday. We thought the flowers were pretty so we decided to take photos with them.




Jisheng : Hey baby, hold on ah, somebody's at the door

Huishan : Oh okay

10 minutes later..

Jisheng : Hello hello ?

Huishan : Yes

Jisheng : Sorry sorry, i forgot you were on the line

Huishan : >.<

Omg la baby, don't chu stunts with me please..

Jisheng + Skype = Happy Huishan

And so, this is how i get my daily dosage of my Babylove <333

Will you?

And so, i was rushed to the hosptital 2 hours past midnight. Who would have the idea that crying too hard would cause me a horrible asthma attack, that almost cost me my life.

"Will you still love me tomorrow and the many other tomorrows?"

"I will"

Like finally

My first conquer from the Great Singapore Sales (: Major Project's been taking a major toll on me, my brain cells, and my health, i swear.

And i can't help but agree with XinYue ♥ [Quote XinYue] If you aren't thin, than you aren't attractive. Being thin is more important than being healthy. You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner. Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty. Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself afterward. Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly. What the scale says is the most important thing. Losing weight is good; gaining weight is bad. You can never be too thin. Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success. [ Unquote ]

Stress management part 3

Major project's milestone 1 evaluation earlier, and man twas screwed. Like awfully screwed. Module was like, only 40% done. Stayed over in school on the 7th, just for that stupid module, yet a mere validate input is only what i can acheive.

Sometimes, i feel that im the stupidest IT student ever. Like why in the world did i choose IT. Why in the world did the school post me to webDeas for my Major Project. Is the school trying to kill me, or is the school trying to make the company collapse?


"Burden"

"Yes, i am a burden indeed"

Would you be there

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND >:(

Stress management part 2

Termtest in 2 days time, and MP's milestone 1 evaluation in less than a week's time.

STRESS STRESS STRESS x 10

♥♥♥
12:17 PM
Sneaking some seconds off the pile of notes in front of me to tell my BabyLove <3 who is far far away in China that, I MISS YOU LAA >:(

You're my everything babylove <3 And nothing really matters
but the love you bring. You're my everything. To see you in the morning with those brown eyes brows and eyes. You're my everything. Forever everyday i need you close to me. You're my everything, and you'll never have to worry.

Stress management part 1

ENAD submission is 13 hours time. And here we are, camping at Adel's rushing our assignment. Millions of errors while trying to do our error checking for user input. It's >:( like totally. Been working on this since 3 in the afternoon. So that's like working for 12 hours straight. So figure. I Love Projects, like totallehh.